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Satire: Democracy’s Most Unexpected Enemy

A 2009 study found that people tend to interpret ambiguous political satire according to their own views and self-image. This has enormous implications for satirical programs mocking democratic behavior, produced by media conglomerates that support Internet censorship. (The following is an essay that I was not able to place with a magazine, but still wanted to share with the world. Feel free to re-post on your blog or website, in accordance with the Creative Commons license. Just give me credit and link back here.)

“The revolutionaries of any decade will become the reactionaries of the next decade, if they do not change their nervous system, because the world around them is changing. He or she who stands still in a moving, racing, accelerating age, moves backwards relatively speaking.” – Robert Anton Wilson, Prometheus Rising (1)

On Thursday, December 1, 2011, Stephen Colbert addressed the Stop Online Piracy Act (SOPA), a bill currently under consideration in U.S. Congress, on his late-night political satire program The Colbert Report (pronounced “Cole-bare Ree-pore”). Fight for the Future, a group coordinating the push against SOPA and Protect-IP (a similar bill being considered; the “IP” stands for “intellectual property”), says that such a bill would allow the government to shut down websites for any copyright infringement, while making it a felony to stream copyrighted content without permission. (2) According to PCWorld, the government could also restrict access to foreign sites with the help of Internet service providers (ISPs), or block advertising and payment services from working with the sites. (3) The result, as anyone with a cursory understanding of the issue can predict, would be a drastic reduction our free speech rights and possible damage to the DNS system upon which the Internet depends.

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Excerpts Galore

Pieces of my manuscript-in-progress are suddenly scattered all over the web, so I wanted to provide an update in case you’ve lost track. The third excerpt that appeared in Beatdom issue 9 is now online at their website.

A shorter version entitled “Kerouac: A Psychonaut in Denial” just appeared on Reality Sandwich this week. If you’re not quite ready for the long version, you might want to check that one out first.

As a reminder, the fourth excerpt appeared on Reality Sandwich in September. And I’m happy to announce that the fifth excerpt will be published in Beatdom issue 10 sometime in the next month or two. For more information about my book, please visit nickmeador.org/madness.

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Reality Sandwich Runs My Next Book Excerpt

On September 19, the web magazine Reality Sandwich published the fourth excerpt from my book-in-progress. I titled it “Doublethink and the Mental Construction of Reality.” It’s actually the third excerpt to appear on their website, but the fourth overall. The third excerpt overall appeared in Beatdom Magazine earlier this summer.

Because I condensed a 22,000-word chapter into a 3,900-word excerpt, it’s a pretty heady piece of reading. And because I had to take it out of the context of my book, it’s mostly abstract information. However, those who read this and the Beatdom piece together will likely notice many important parallels. (more…)

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Essay in Beatdom Magazine

The literary magazine Beatdom was kind enough to publish my essay in their ninth issue. Titled “Death Within a Chrysalis,” it’s the third excerpt (technically more of an outline) from my upcoming book. My piece looks at the influence of psychedelics on Jack Kerouac’s “spontaneous prose” style, and how he suppressed that fact because it would potentially detract from his reputation as a visionary writer, both in the public sphere and in his own family.

The print magazine is available for $11.99, shipped anywhere in the world–and it will soon be offered for digital purchase as a PDF (probably cheaper). (Update 8/18/2011: Beatdom issue #9 is now available for free download as a PDF. The print magazine is $9.99 USD, plus $2.00 for US shipping or $6 for international shipping.) Below is a preview of the essay!


At the turn of the 1960s, Jack Kerouac found himself in a profound state of limbo, representing the climax of an existential crisis that predated his life as a published author. He had been looking for an “answer” to his problems since his early twenties, yet for a variety of reasons his dilemma remained unresolved. Then a 35-year-old Jack became famous in an instant when On the Road was published in the fall of 1957, and this led to the total disruption of his already chaotic life. (more…)

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Un-Doctrinate Me

The following is an essay that I was not able to place with a magazine, but still wanted to share with the world. Feel free to re-post on your blog or website, in accordance with the Creative Commons license (just give me credit and link back here).


The 2007 documentary Indoctrinate U argues that administrative bias at American universities is hindering free speech, education value, and even human rights. But by framing the film within the context of bipartisan politics—whether that was or was not intentional—filmmaker Evan Coyne Maloney fails to explain the full nature of the problem and, therefore, to suggest viable action points. Because the film unknowingly makes generalizations and misevaluations, it can help us understand how we all do that on a regular basis.

To explain what I mean, I’m going to run through the generalizations that I made, consciously or unconsciously, while watching the documentary. But first, a moment of disclosure. Since about the time the War in Afghanistan started in 2001 (when I was 18 years old), I considered myself a “liberal” or a “Democrat.” My affiliation was unofficial, involved only two instances of voting, and was inspired more than anything by my disgust over the actions of the “conservative” or “Republican” leadership then present in the country. Furthermore, I didn’t even fully realize my “liberal” bias until 2010, when I finally transcended my own worldview and was able to look at it critically. Now I generally consider myself non-“reactionary”—not so much “liberal” or “radical” as simply opposed to any kind of “anal territorial” politics that seem to have set humanity on a course for disaster. (more…)

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Second Book Excerpt on Reality Sandwich

Today the web magazine Reality Sandwich published a second excerpt from my upcoming book All These Serious Faces Will Only Drive You Mad. I created the essay from a portion of my second chapter. The piece is called “The Not-So-Comfortable Concentration Camp,” which is a slight spin on a phrase that Betty Friedan used in her book The Feminine Mystique. Her book helped launch the second-wave feminist movement of the 1960s that demanded more rights for women in the home, the workplace, and elsewhere in society. (more…)

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Looking For Magazines to Publish My Work

Web 2.0 technology has created a strange predicament for writers. There are more ways to publish than ever before–but all selective publications are swamped with submissions, and almost none are able to pay writers.

A few of my essays were published on Reality Sandwich last year, but they haven’t responded about my last few submissions. I tend to write essays in the 2,000-8,000 word range, based on a mix of documented research (I prefer to use citations) and personal experience. (more…)

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My Year in Review, 2010

2010 was a crazy year for me, with some of the highest highs and lowest lows that I’ve ever experienced. I moved out of the country, got published in a real (albeit online) magazine, began writing my first book…and even bottle-fed three foster puppies! By the holidays I was totally worn out. But now that I’m settled in the new year and working steadily on the book, I thought I would write a quick summary of what I did last year. I’ll provide links, in case you missed anything or want to read one again.

A quick calculation revealed that in 2010 I wrote about 50,000 words in essays and stories, as well as 31,000 words on the book manuscript!!! That doesn’t even count the articles on my MusicEdge blog (which I closed last April), my Refractor blog (which has been on hiatus, with a few sporadic posts, since last July), my notebooks, or my dream journal. I have to say, I’m excited by the thought that I probably topped 100,000 words in 2010—especially because that’s my goal for the book manuscript. When I lacked a first-hand sense of how much work it would take to create a book, the idea was a lot more terrifying. (more…)

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Book Excerpt: The Agent of Apathy

As some of you may know, I’m running a project on the creative funding site Kickstarter.com in hopes of self-publishing a first edition of my debut book once I’m done writing. Since the minimum funding deadline is Saturday, it doesn’t look like that project will survive. However, I’m still writing the book, and Reality Sandwich just published an excerpt from my first chapter. It’s a historical look at the “hipster” figure in Western culture called “The Agent of Apathy.” Here’s how it begins:


Over the last decade the cultural figure known as the “hipster” has increasingly turned into a target of scorn, despite an apparent disagreement over what the term means and to whom it refers. In his 2008 Adbusters article, “Hipster: The Dead End of Western Civilization,” Douglas Haddow provides one of the keenest descriptions of this trend in its current form. (more…)

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Downward Is the Only Way Forward

A third essay of mine was published by Reality Sandwich on 9/9/10. It’s called “Downward Is the Only Way Forward: Following Inception’s Dream Trail” (the magazine added the subtitle, but I think it works well). It was inspired by the film Inception, and in it I discuss topics as various as Eastern philosophy, psychology, quantum mechanics, and Godel’s theorems. It’s about 7,000 words long, and I consider it a landmark in my personal development as a writer. Here are the first few paragraphs for your reading pleasure.

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